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I'm a hypocrite. The truth is it hurts. It really hurts to hear that. Go figure. The audacity of my emotions is astounding. I wasn't supposed to be fazed. My reaction has genuinely surprised me. I think I would rather have been left in the dark.

I'm such an asshole.

http://www.myspace.com/wickedhard

New song up!

I've been in better moods. There's no definable reason for my shitty mood, but I'm probably just sick of having no one around already.

On the upside, I've been making loads of money at Millbury House ($70 in tips on a Tuesday night is unheard of) and the guy at the Shrewsbury Newbury Comics said that the one at Solomon Pond Mall is almost always hiring, so he gave me an application to submit to them.

Can money buy happiness?

If I were truly unhappy I'd be willing to experiment, but i'm not; I'm just in a shitty mood. On top of that, despite the rather large amount of money I've been making, it's all money that I need to be banking. Thus, I don't really have any disposable income with which to buy happiness, were I unhappy.

Well at least Mic will be around tomorrow night. It'll be nice to go to the mall with a person other than myself, and a pretty fun one on top of that.

I think I'm going to start documenting my life now that everyone's at school and I'm all by my lonesome, which will--needless to say--make for an interesting journal. ..We'll see for how long this lasts.

I'm currently listening to "Black Sabbath" by Black Sabbath, and it pretty much sums up how I feel at the moment. I'm not talking so much about the lyrics, but rather the tone of the composition as a whole: Unsettling. Fearful. Restless. Foreboding. Gotta love those tritones. Speaking of music, I have some beats that are ready and set to be rapped over, but every time I try to record, I think I sound terrible. Maybe Matt will make it work. Maybe I should stick with producing and give up rapping? I don't think it matters enough to quit. I've also been writing guitar music, but it's a lot more difficult for me to write lyrics for that kind of stuff as opposed to hip hop. I wrote a really cool, kind of heavy song in 3/4 time. But I'm not a good singer, so it'll probably never be completed, like most (maybe 95%?) of the songs I begin to write.

Now for a paragraph more of you will be interested to read, probably. I started to look for jobs today. Since I can't get 35-40 hours at Millbury House, I have to find another part time job. Neither the FYE in Millbury or Auburn are hiring, and neither is Barnes & Noble. I'm going to try Newbury Comics in Shrewsbury tomorrow, and the Newbury Comics at the Solomon Pond Mall on Thursday (Friday?) when I go there with Mic. If that fails, I might have to try applying to PacSun or American Eagle or some place like that. I do not want to work at a clothes store, but I might have to. Bummer.

There's not much else to say. I have a new myspace stalker and the Gnarles Barkley CD (the one with "Crazy") is much better than I had expected it to be.

I want some weed.

almost got stabbed last night.

Youtube rules.

This is the best movies scenes ever. Behold:


Undefeatable. Everyone's probably seen this one already, but it totally rules.


Enter The Ninja. Best death scene ever.


Silent Night, Deadly Night 2. This one's new to me.

Wicked Hard.

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So, I watched the Nicholas Cage movie "The Wicker Man" today at work. It was probably the most unintentionally funny movie ever, and thankfully, the best scenes have been captured and uploaded to youtube, along with fake trailers. I might be the only one who's seen the movie or will think this is funny, but I suppose it's worth sharing.

This is how the film should have been marketed.

CORRECTION: This is how the film should have been marketed.

The film trimmed down to only include the funny bits.

Nicholas Cage, dressed in a bear suit, punching a woman.

Finally, the single funniest scene in the history of cinema.

people are IMing me from so far out of the blue that it's ridiculous.
what's so funny about an asian frenchman who says stereotypical asian things in a french accent?
i need to start writing. that's the path to becoming a good writer.
i am the greatest spoons player to ever live.
my birthday's coming up, and for the first time in my life, i haven't noticed. am i growing up?

my motivation to get through college is that i want to become a music journalist and conduct an interview with nickelback:
me: so, what the hell was on Joey's head?
*nickelback laugh*
me: seriously.

no, i don't think i am growing up.
amanda bynes is one of the greatest physical comedians. she should get more work.
i've noticed recently that i like animals.
people need to lighten up.
clowns are hilarious.
donald trump is incredible.
tip for those who are going to college in the fall: don't lose your financial aid.
my summer class is going to suck.
my wheel fell off. laugh it up. i did too.
despite all the shitty things that have happened in the past few days, i'm happy. why? friends.

ATTENTION ALL:

party at my house, Friday, May 11th. BYOB. carpool.

Comment with any questions. Let me know if you're coming by commenting or IMing me.

also, if your parents talk to my parents at all, do not tell them that there's a party at my house, thanks!

One day Alice came to a fork in the road and saw a Cheshire cat in a tree. "Which road do I take?" she asked.

"Where do you want to go?" was his response.

"I don't know," Alice answered.

"Then," said the cat, "it doesn't matter."

i could really go for some sleep right about now

I cannot believe I went out with someone for a year and a half who doesn't eat the skin from pudding.

There is nothing better in the world than good rap, however, there's nothing worse than bad rap.

http://youtube.com/watch?v=1OjTF3Ut9FI

i'm in a very weird mood. a good mood. a very surreal mood. i feel creative, but i don't feel like writing. it's mostly musical. i'm in a weird, surreal, musical mood. i wish i could sing...

some people need to grow up for like five minutes.

there's nothing like waking up when it's dark out.

all weight has been lifted off my shoulders. i'm in the best mood i've been in since the summer, and i don't even have a girl to share valentine's day with.

Fat titties turn to teardrops as fat ass turns to flab
Sores that were open wounds eventually turn to scab
Trees bright and green turn yellow brown
Autumn caught em, see all them leaves must fall down, growing old