Current mood:	awake
Current music:	Back Sabbath - Black Sabbath

I think I'm going to start documenting my life now that everyone's at school and I'm all by my lonesome, which will--needless to say--make for an interesting journal. ..We'll see for how long this lasts.

I'm currently listening to "Black Sabbath" by Black Sabbath, and it pretty much sums up how I feel at the moment. I'm not talking so much about the lyrics, but rather the tone of the composition as a whole: Unsettling. Fearful. Restless. Foreboding. Gotta love those tritones. Speaking of music, I have some beats that are ready and set to be rapped over, but every time I try to record, I think I sound terrible. Maybe Matt will make it work. Maybe I should stick with producing and give up rapping? I don't think it matters enough to quit. I've also been writing guitar music, but it's a lot more difficult for me to write lyrics for that kind of stuff as opposed to hip hop. I wrote a really cool, kind of heavy song in 3/4 time. But I'm not a good singer, so it'll probably never be completed, like most (maybe 95%?) of the songs I begin to write.

Now for a paragraph more of you will be interested to read, probably. I started to look for jobs today. Since I can't get 35-40 hours at Millbury House, I have to find another part time job. Neither the FYE in Millbury or Auburn are hiring, and neither is Barnes & Noble. I'm going to try Newbury Comics in Shrewsbury tomorrow, and the Newbury Comics at the Solomon Pond Mall on Thursday (Friday?) when I go there with Mic. If that fails, I might have to try applying to PacSun or American Eagle or some place like that. I do not want to work at a clothes store, but I might have to. Bummer.

There's not much else to say. I have a new myspace stalker and the Gnarles Barkley CD (the one with "Crazy") is much better than I had expected it to be.

I want some weed.